Thursday, July 7, 2011

Welcome back


Okay..I haven't blogged in way to long.


Lets bullet style this baby:



  • Remember when I started posting pictures of silly objects? well the silly objects turned into my neighbors kids, than another little girl, than the little girls family, etc..etc..now I am suddenly busy every Saturday and Sunday and some days during the week. I will say I was pretty hesitent towards doing 'photography' at first simply because I felt that I was lying to myself..am I really that good. I know I have a lot of work to do, and even more to learn but so far I am happy to report that I am making some nice cash and feeling really good about the photos I give my 'clients'

  • I say 'photography' and 'clients' lightly simply because I don't feel that I am a professional. I have flaws in my planning, my timing, and the way I opertate somethings but I am learning to just roll with it.

  • I am sad to say that I had a little bit of a breakdown when I found that there was nasty things being said about my say "photography" I am a huge fan of a lot of peoples work and look up to them in a lot of aspects. In fact when I first got my camera I was more than willing to let others teach me how to operate this thing. I'm happy to say that I have taught myself everything I know. Reading nasty comments about how you can't just pick up a camera and suddenly be a photographer really hurt my feelings and I hate to admit I put my beloved camera back in its case and didn't want anything to do with it. Luckily, I woke up the next morning and discovered that I was bigger than that and I deserve to be good at something to. Facebook comments, and status' really suck sometimes.

- enough about that. were back on the 'photography' train and I am happy about it.



  • Remeber that whole baby making issue? well we are still having it. It hasn't been the main discussion in every single thing in my life and I couldn't be happier. We are still trying, and i'm still peeing on ovulation sticks, and circling days on the calender but it hasn't been my every waking thought. Awesome, right?

- On this note, I would just like to one more time say how lucky a lot of women should feel to be able to have babies and get pregnant without even thinking about it. Seriously, thank your lucky stars. There is a a lot of us who would kill to wake up in the middle of the night, be nauseas all day long, etc.



  • The husband and I are wonderful seems like ever since we got home from Disney we are a whole different couple. I truly love that man with everything in me, I love the people we have become and espacially the womene I have become because of him. It feels like yesterday that I was moving out and moving into my own apartment ready to start this single, indepentant life..luckily Bobby swung his head back around and stuck around ;) now I am a house wife I never thought I could be..I mean really, I can cook? really good meals? where did this come from?

  • Ew, the deployment. Its coming way soonier than I want it to. We say goodbye in September. I started helping the FRG and I think it is so good for me. I'm planning the family picnic along with a few wonderful ladies..were going to blow it out of the park!

  • We are leaving for Mackinaw on Tuesday. Our last family vacation, which I am sure will be bittersweet on the way home. I still can't beleive I have to survive a year without Bobby..


I'm feeling good, were doing good. I can honestly say that as rough and trying the last year has been I can finally see that everything is happening for a reason. You all know how not religous I am but I am seeing that there is a bigger plan for us..weird.